It was brought to my attention the other day that you can actually watch movies online that are currently showing in the theaters right now. Duh!? How long has this been going on people?! No downloading anything!! Crazy right!? I'm not going to share or use the link to the site because as cool as it might seem, I don't think it's right. I won't do it! Not that I don't love getting things for free... but if everything is free like music and movies then where does it leave musicians and actors? Change is good but it feels like the entertainment business is going down, down, down and it's going down at the same time I'm trying to break into it! With Virgin Records closing down in NYC, who knows what's next! It's very sad especially for an artist like myself always dreaming of having my record for sale in that store. I guess it's time for a change in the world whether we like it or not... let's just pray it will turn out for the best for all of us. I'm gonna keep on singin' my song and so should you! Voice lesson later for me and staying in the zone is what my plans are for today. Later peeps! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/30/08
Airborne Please!
Brrrrrrrrr! ok I'm super cold right now!!! It's like in the 50's today and I'm not prepared at all. This morning it didn't seem too bad when I went out with my mom and my aunt to the mall. After spending nearly 3 hours in one store, haha, apparently the temperature dropped quite a bit. RAWR! Really though...as if you need me to tell you about the weather, right?! I guess I like to mention it because it strongly effects my mood and what I end up doing with my day as a result. I'm not sure that is a good thing, but it's a fact. I'm trying so hard to stay away from getting a cold and I'm seeing a lot of people around me sneezing and coughing. Yikes!! Can you say Airborne please??? Despite what the critics say, I actually believe that it does help keep my immune system up. Well thats all for now folks...I promise tomorrow I'll have something super interesting to say! (Really) haha Until then its time to get into the musical zone for the remaining hours of the day. Have a magnificent Monday!! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/29/08
Work Weekend
I worked all day yesterday so I figured that I would combine yesterday's and todays entries since both days are virtually going to be the same. Actually longer today and I'm departing soon as I hit the update button. I always feel bad when I skip a journal entry because I want to be consistant and someone you can count on. After work hours when I'm winding down I'm thinking about my music, new song ideas and what I want to write about next. The possibilities are endless... especially when you live in my head! haha The strangest of things give me inspiration....like my nightmares maybe?! You'll just have to wait and see!! I hope everybody's weekend is fantastic!!! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/28/08
Hair Day
An early appointment to get my hair done got me up and going this morning when normally I'd still be in dreamland probably another couple hours. My hair didn't get a drastic change at all, but popped it up a couple notches to take away the dullness. Very pretty! It always feels so good to get it done. It's a rainy day and I'm looking at staying in and working on my own. I had to walk in the pouring rain a long distance to my car so I'm kind of freezing at the moment. Stay away cold season!! I will not let it get me! grrrrr Well I need some serious fuel before getting busy. Get your good times rolling everyone..it's the weekend!!! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/26/08
Do You Believe In Magic
I get very excited over magic and mentalists! Making my mindfreak is such a rush. Yes, I am a loyal of Criss Angel but if any other magician rocks a trick and I get goose bumps, then cool! Sure, I know it's a lot of showbiz and smoke & mirrors but if they are really good, what sells is how they pull it off. As a musician, I can see the similarities. The form of art is very different, however the execution is the same. It's all about being smart, having talent, working hard at your craft, image, focus, team, then connecting with the audience, entertaining them and leaving them wanting more! haha AND MOST IMPORTANT for musicians... THE SONGS HAVE TO BE KILLER! Ok so off I go to write more killer songs! Have an awesome Thursday! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/25/08
98.6
After my voice lesson I took a long, brisk walk just before dark with my good friend last night. It’s already getting dark by 7:30 too. I felt really alive afterwards. My skin was cool and clammy but I was so hot! After drinking a bucket of water and getting my temp back to normal my evening was pretty chill. Today will be focused on piano and vocals. I’ve already put some time on the ivory’s but keep getting distracted with the floaters in the house. Haha Not to dish on my family but with the piano centrally located, it can get rough to practice sometimes. It looks like a gorgeous fall day and maybe later another walk will be included in my day. Hope your rockin’ the sunshine wherever you are! Be sweet! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/24/08
Celly
I have a new cell phone and a new number! I went from having the pink razor which I loved (I went through 3 of them) to an LG Chocolate 3 and already I'm in love with it! I had to give up the pink for baby blue and it's pretty sweet I must say! I'm still setting it all up but I'm in desperate need of ringtones. The beeping just doesn't cut it! I have a voice lesson soon and I'm always in the mood for that! What can I say... my vocal coach brings out the best in me!! I'm feeling upbeat and musically on target! Stay happy people! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/23/08
A Devoted Fan
Last night was the last game to ever be played in Yankee Stadium. They had an emotional ceremony before the game and even though I didn't get to see it all last night, luckily my dad had taped most of it so I could see it today. Wow! As silly as it may seem to some people, it's hard for me not to get choked up. I guess watching it is also a reminder of the past 12 years of my life and looking back to 1996 when I first started watching them and becoming a devoted fan ever since. This year I haven't been the best fan. I missed a lot of the games because I have so many interests in other things as well and there isn't enough time for everything. Needless to say I'm a true blue Yankee fan til the end....even if they suck sometimes, haha. Well I just realized looking at the date that a year ago today I had my CD Release Party. It wasn't a perfect night, but it was something amazing and I'll never forget it. Some people have been asking me if I thought I'd be further along in my career right now. Well my answer is this... I'm not telling everybody everything that is going on, but what I can tell you is that I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. One step at a time....xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/22/08
To Market, To Market.... eventually
Last night in the studio went great! I finished the lead vocal on my new song and we alrighty started giving some attention to 2 new ideas. Gotta keep those creative juices flowing for sure. Since I'm not gigging much, don't think I'm not musically in the zone because I am! I don't know, maybe it appears kind of like I'm writing a book... a lot of thought and prep and hard work and it looks like I'm doing nothing but sitting on my a$$ but the end result will be marketed eventually! haha It's not a mystery to people in the music business as to how this works! haha I'm polishing my shine up as always! Happy Sunday to you! I know I'm happy because I had pancakes this morning! ;-) xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/21/08
Out and In and Out Again
I worked the job today and it was fun! Now, I'm not just saying that because my boss(es) read this either! wink~haha It was a crazy, busy place but I don't mind that at all. I actually had to stay longer and so I'm home for a brief time now to eat, catch up on myspace mail and log in a journal entry. Studio time tonight (yay!) and hopefully I'll get the final tracks laid down for my newest song. A shout out to my fans who write me the most awesome comments and to those that post my banner and my music on their sites! It means a lot to me! My street team leader does an awesome job promoting denamusic and my kudos and love go out to her! Everyone have an awesome night! Smiles! :-) xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/20/08
TGIT?
What will your weekend bring? Back in the school days I was all about TGIF! Weekends were always reserved as time to cut loose after a hard week of studying and working. Now every day is pretty much the same to me. I could say that what is "Thank God It's Friday" could fit any day of the week now for me! Like chilling with my best friend Ashley till late last night was my "Thank God It's Thursday"! haha Just have to keep it all in perspective and make sure there is a healthy balance. But for all you happy peeps that love Fridays..... ROCK ON!!! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/19/08
Hey Mr. DJ!!
ok I was totally going to mention this the other day but it completely slipped my mind! This past Tuesday at the Yankees-White Sox game, Derek Jeter finally broke Lou Gehrigs record for the most hits at Yankee Stadium!! Lou Gehrig started playing with New York when Yankee Stadium opened in 1923 up until 1939. Um...Hello!? It's taken this long (69 years) for someone to break it! haha Well, it couldn't happen to a better guy, but he definitely earned it! Good timing too since Yankee Stadium is about to go down in flames after this season ends. 2009 will bring a whole new stadium awaiting them. Ok, I just wanted to share, even if you don't care! haha So, I started my day off today at the doctors, some shopping for my kitty and then home to rehearse la mia musica. Later on I'm going to spend time with an awesome friend of mine. In case you were wondering... xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/18/08
Freedom Of Choice
For all you fans of mine that are also fans of Big Brother....GO RENEGADES! haha I know right?! Congrats Dan and Memphis AND Keesha! I've already latched onto a few other reality shows that have started but none of them take as much out of me. Actually I get a lot out of them because I am not just entertained... I study them. I literally take notes. Interviews behind the scenes by artists and actors (or whoever) intrigue me sometimes more then the performance. It's all about what comes out of their mouths and reactions. They reveal so much of themselves and if you are a good listener you can really see the truth behind the smoke and mirrors! mwahahaha I do know that many people can't stand reality TV and say it's all scripted. Whatever! LOL Freedom of choice baby!! Anyways... my life is about making music and that is my choice and reality. I'm grateful for having the opportunity to make my music a reality for not just me but many people! Music is universal for sure! (Live.Love.Rock.) xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/17/08
My Cat Says "Mirror"
Well I woke up this morning to my little meowing chatterbox Mariah!! (my cat) I swear he started to form words! haha Yes, meow and mirror sound very close but I like to think he is kissing up to me by promoting my CD, Mirror! haha Later he will cry for more treats and since I've run out of those I think a trip to the store is in order today. haha ahhhhh how I love this cat!!! (Even though he tries to eat my hand off when there is no food in his dish, lol) So today I have a voice lesson and a full day of rehearsing my music. Tonight is the finale' of my fave reality TV show, Big Brother 10!! I've enjoyed following the live feeds and watching the dynamic personalities battle it out for half a million dollars! I think I could be a contender for real, except for the part about going crazy cuz you can't sing in the house! Hey, Ne-Yo's new CD "The Year Of The Gentleman" came out today and I have been hearing my brother play it over and over! It totally rocks! Well I must get on with my day and I'm sure you have to get on with yours! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/16/08
Another Monday and a fresh new week. I started up with singing shortly after I woke up today and had a good breakfast. Yesterday was a day lost for doing anything of importance because it was so hot and humid that it was literally painful. The feeling was a heaviness and pressure that when you stood up you broke into a sweat! haha Today brings much cooler temps and I'm loving it. I'm singing while writing this actually...since I know my songs forward and backward I can easily multi-task. I hope your day and week ahead rocks! Stay cool!! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/15/08
LOL!!! I thought Jesus was already my friend?! Oh probably he just got a myspace account! hahaha Waking up on a Sunday morning (having not gone to church) and finding at the very top of my email, out of 75 dropped pieces of myspace messages, is this one! Clearly with my mindset of how things are never a coincidence, this was appropriately timed and God knows where to find me. I just had to take a pic with my cell phone which is why it's not very sharp! For what it's worth, I got a kick out of it! Yes, my spiritual orientation and my positive outlook is my faith in God and Jesus Christ. God definitely has a sense of humor and I GET IT!!! haha Keeping the faith as always! :-) Laugh! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/14/08
Saturday
I was back at the job today and it was nice to see the STAFF after being away for a week. This has become a real part time job with only 5.25 hours for the week! I can barely buy a tube of lipstick with that so thank goodness I live under my parents roof right now! haha The up side is I get to use my time off for my music. Speaking of which, I will be working in the studio tonight! Last night I shopped a lil bit and had dinner out with one of my good friends. She rocks! Well before time slips by I need to get this posted and my ass out of here! Everyone play nice! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/13/08
Transitioning Into Fall
Every Summer everyone gets a bit off schedule and procrastination happens. I look at Fall as a time of transition and I look forward to it! The hardest adjustment for people that live in the northeast is the change in weather. For some reason as it gets cooler, it brings on colds and flu. I’m already pulling out the scarves to wrap around my neck. For one, I hate the thought of getting a sore throat and the second thing is when I can’t breathe. Both frustrate me because it affects my singing! It’s raining today and the leaves are starting to fall, but all I want to do is sing, sing, sing! I have to keep my eye on the prize more than ever right now. I think everyone of us needs to Believe that we can do anything we want to do and it’s start by visualizing those goals of yours. Say them out loud and even write them down. The more you talk about your dream being real the more real it actually will become. I know for a fact that the only way anyone can fail is by giving up…and that’s just not my style. I smell pancakes in the air so I think it’s my lucky day! Haha Smiles! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/12/08
Day of Remembrance
UnFreakingBelievable!! It’s been 7 years!?! As we go about our daily lives, 9/11 is the one date that stops us in our tracks and unites us in thought because none of us will ever forget Sept. 11, 2001. My heart goes out to the survivors and the families and friends that lost someone that day. Thank you to the hero’s that risked their lives then and still now serving to protect my freedom. I am honored and proud to be an American! Musically I am working at home, singing and writing! I hope you appreciate your freedom and right to do what you want. Remember, life can change on a dime so let the ones you love know how much you care for them! Peace. xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/11/08
Slump Day
Ever feel like you've become stagnant? From time to time I feel like I start to become a little dull and whether I have or haven't, it's just the way I feel. Well... what better way to change that feeling then with a hott new make over! I'm just thinking about it so far. haha Maybe start with new hair, rejuvenated skin, and shaping up my body. I truly believe that if you are pleased with how you look, then it will project an automatic confidence. I know that may not be how everyone feels, but I believe in...dressing for success! Today does not feel like a Wednesday but when you feel stagnant I guess it doesn't matter what day it is! It feels more like slump day then hump day! haha Get your badass selves humping and I will try to too! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/10/08
Talk Soup
I hope everyone is having a god day! Honestly, yesterday I felt a bit under the weather but I did practice piano for quite awhile. I was tripping over my fingers for starters but I was happier after a good practice. I don’t like to complain but I am really not feeling well today. I will not miss my voice lesson and most likely during that time I will forget that I don’t feel good. Misdirection really works! Haha I usually just suck it up and shut up and keep it all to myself. However since I have this forum to put it down, then why not?! This has been a good day to work on administrative stuff while basically resting. It’s also a good soup day for sure. The weather suits my mood today…kind of gloomy. The one thing I won’t do is allow myself to get in a deeper funk. I need to get my motor running! Time for a RedBull! Haha Be sweet or no soup for you! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/09/08
VMA’s
I watched the VMA’s (after the fact) so I could fast forward what I didn’t care about, so basically I got through it real fast and saved myself a lot of time. Haha I was happy for Britney winning 3 awards, Best Female Video, Best Pop Video and Best Video of the Year for “Piece Of Me” and she looked great! I do believe my prayers for her survival are working. She isn’t out of the music game yet. Yes I admit I’m a Britney fan but I am a fan of many artists so don’t get all nuts if you’re a Britney hater! One look at Katy Perry on the red carpet and ummm, yeah. The poor girl admitted to shopping for her outfit at some antique costume shop and pieced it together BECAUSE she doesn’t have any money to afford a designer dress (yet). Haha What kind of record deal did she make anyways?! So does her “team” really care how she represents or do they only care about their own pockets?! I don’t know if it’s a good thing or not but the more in tune I get with this business the more I can see behind the smoke and mirrors and know it’s all hype! I love the glitz like everyone else but I want substance too. It starts with the right team and staying grounded. Is a lifelong career like Pat Benatar, Sheryl Crow or Shawn Colvin do much to ask for?! Okay it’s time to move off this topic and hit up my music! Peace. xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/08/08
Cleaning Out My Closet
I just don't understand people sometimes. It's like...yeah Dena, I really like you and I think your sweet and hott and I'd totally hang out with you, but supporting your music isn't exactly what I had in mind. Now, is that a direct quote?...no...but I've heard those words arranged in so many different ways and that is my interpretation of the meaning. Come on, doesn't that sort of thing go hand in hand? Where is the respect? I will support anything that you do as long as it isn’t harmful. But I guess that isn't always the case with everyone. So many people want to be my "friend", but they don't want to spend $10 to buy my CD, or come see one of my shows. I know I’m not as available to get with or talk to because I have to be careful of those that want a piece of me and don’t exactly have my best interest. Ahhh shitterz! If I've made any mistakes it's believing underneath you all have a good heart. So.. I guess it's just a little thing that Eminem would call...cleaning out my closet. Hope you have a rockin' Sunday! xoxo
09/07/08
Wasted Days and Wasted Nights
The deal with me is…I like to stay up till the wee hours of the morning and then sleep till noon. I’d go longer too if my dreams weren’t 98% nightmares! Haha I force myself to do “normal” hours when I’m working but seriously I should live where the city never sleeps. I’m not talking about partying or clubbing but just where more people are like me and enjoy the night. Ideally I would like to be shut in the studio writing and recording and it wouldn’t matter if it was day or night. Throw the damn clock away! Creative people are the toughest to keep on a schedule but I try. I really do try. Wasted time to me is worrying what others think of me. I won’t buy into that game! If you like me, great! If not, leave! It’s really very simple. Don't waste time judging others...go live your life to the fullest! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/05/08
The Key Word Is Solid
It's amazing the amount of things you can accomplish in 24 hours, but you can also waste them away quite easily too. So what is my point? I have none really. haha These are just things that go through my silly mind. I often find myself asking things like why is the ocean blue and why is blue called blue? All I know is I'm gonna do everything in my power to make sure I live my life to fullest and see all the things I wanna see, do all the things I wanna do, and go where I wanna go! Don't let anyone hold YOU back from YOUR hopes and dreams. I don't want to end up bitter because I settled and spent my whole life trying to please everyone but me. I've got a solid plan. Singing isn't just something I do... it's my life! Why don't you do yourself a solid? xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/04/08
Life and Death
Expect the unexpected! That isn't just the slogan they use in the Big Brother house, it's a fact of life. When I woke up today I found out my great aunt is very ill and maybe has a couple days to live. WHAT!?! She was just fine a couple of weeks ago when she made us dinner at her house. The thought makes me sick, but it's out of my control. Only God knows what is best, so I'll just trust him and let him do his thing. She is my Grandma's sister, so it makes me think of her and how much I miss her. Ahhh...life. I am going to stay focused today on my music today and maybe later take a trip to the hospital. Hope your day is a happy one! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/03/08
Order
I'm starting to get that awesome feeling where daily life has shape and order. Kids and families buckle down when summer is over and goofing off must end. Even though I'm not in school, I still like the order of it all. The scent of the Fall season is around the corner and I love it! I have this week to myself and I wanna get on a more disciplined track. I am my boss, my teacher and my confidant so I will be hard on myself! I like being pushed to grow and improve! I fear complacency. Hope your Tuesday ROCKS and ROLLS! xoxo ~ Past Journal Entries ~
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
09/02/08
September Daze
Welcome to the 9th month of 2008! No fanfare. Just a really nice day. I will be hanging around and most likely catching up on some administrative stuff. Hope you get to spend your day exactly how you want! Be happy! xoxo
Always Love and Music, ~Dena~
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